Holy shit, hi, hey. Wow, I miss..wow, I'm damn, I fucking failed at Xanga greatly. It's been a while, dude. I guess I just like writing in different places, like a new notebook but I flip to the middle & start writing. It's weird. I don't know, bad analogy. But here http://www.talkingbacktofathertime.blogspot.com <- I live there now.
So, my birthday is coming up in a week. I am going to be 18 years old; legal. The joy, happy happy joy joy. But then, the downside is that I won`t get money anymore for christmas. That makes me sad, guys. Hahaha! Okay, but whatev, though. It`s funny because you realize as you get older, the faster life passes you by. I hope I get the job at Macy*s. (note the asterisk, LOL)
Time to do rituals that make me fall asleep faster: go pee, brush teeth, clean gauges.
SanninKunoichi (10:57:39 PM): Does your mind travel a lot ? kissme kristine (10:57:48 PM): yeah lmao kissme kristine (10:57:53 PM): its like i have ADD or something 0.o kissme kristine (10:58:29 PM): hahahah i talk about something then it reminds me of something else then i forget what i was talking about before so i talk about something else but then THAT reminds me of the first thing i was talking about
So, I really feel like I don`t have that many good friends anymore. Hey, I don`t know maybe it`s my fault, but damn, whatever happened to "hitting me up" to hang out. Because it`s the 2nd month of summer, & I didn`t get phonecalls, IMs, or nothing. It hurts me a lot. A lot a lot a lot. I don`t want to think that no one cares about me, 'cause yeah a fair amount do give a fuck. But like, maybe I`m jealous. It`s human nature, of course I get jealous. Everyone gets fucking jealous, some people are just good at hiding their jealousy. Things have changed, I guess. It just sucks that why does this shit have to happen to me now that I`m a senior, I was so happy with my social life my younger years in high school. I don`t know, I`m sad.
I fucking hate the valley. I hate this place. I know too many people, it gets awkward.
